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15 December 2025
VAYEISHEV: “It is my brothers that I am seeking"
Eliezer Meir Saidel: Vayeishev (JP)
The pesukim describing Rachel and Leah are very difficult to understand – Rachel was “beautiful” and Leah had “soft eyes” and Yaakov therefore loved Rachel. Does this mean that Leah was not “beautiful?”
The surprising answer is that – the Torah is telling us that Rachel was born perfect and Leah not. Just as Yaakov was born perfect and Eisav was born challenged, so too were Rachel and Leah.
Yaakov, from birth, was perfect – a tzaddik, who until age 77 never left the walls of the yeshiva. Yaakov was a genetic tzaddik from birth and he remained so his entire life. Eisav was born challenged and he never managed to surpass his handicaps.
Similarly, Rachel, from birth was born a tzadeket. The Mefarshim go to great lengths describing her incredible level of modesty, how she always tried to minimize herself, the deep love for her sister, to such an extent that she refused to embarrass Leah even at the cost of her own future.
When Yaakov saw Rachel, he loved her, because he and Rachel were the same! A tzaddik and a tzadeket, the perfect match made in Heaven.
Leah and Rachel were identical twins but Leah, from birth, was handicapped. Eisav was physically handicapped, born with physical character traits and urges that made his life more challenging. Leah was born with the same spiritual beauty as Rachel, but she was handicapped by circumstances. From birth Leah was the “underdog,” constantly battling against circumstances, to enable her inner spirituality shine for all the world to see.
Perhaps the best way to describe the difference between Rachel and Leah is the difference between a “tzadeket from birth” vs. a “ba’alat teshuva.” The first is on a totally higher plane and the second is constantly striving to reach that plane.
The children of Rachel were perfect tzaddikim from birth. The children of Leah were constantly getting into trouble. Reuven switching his father’s bed from the tent of Bilhah to Leah’s. Shimon and Levi killing the inhabitants of Shechem. Selling Yosef into slavery. Yehuda and Tamar.
It was in this melting pot that the fabric of Am Yisrael was forged.
Am Yisrael cannot be built on a foundation of only tzaddikim or only ba’alei teshuva, it requires a harmonious combination of both.
It was necessary for Reuven to mess up, for Shimon and Levi to mess up, for Yehuda to mess up and for Yosef to be sold into slavery, to develop the framework for Am Yisrael.
Yes, the sons of Leah were prone to “messing up,” just like their mother was prone to using questionable tactics to achieve her purpose. However, by messing up, they created the essential building block of teshuva in Am Yisrael. Without this building block, the eternity of Am Yisrael would have been threatened.
Reuven lived the rest of his life trying to make amends for his sin with Bilhah. Levi did teshuva and channeled his zealous nature in a positive direction, becoming the Torah leader in Am Yisrael. Yehuda, instead of trying to save face, admitted his error with Tamar and thus acquired the necessary skill set for monarchy.
Leah’s sons were not born perfect like Rachel’s. They managed, however, to transcend their handicaps and eventually rose to the same supreme level, by virtue of their own efforts, not simply by accident of birth. As a result, they assumed most of the leadership roles in Am Yisrael, Torah (Yissachar), Priesthood (Levi) and Monarchy (Yehuda).
Yosef was the perfect tzaddik, born to the perfect mother, Rachel. However, this “accident of nature” was insufficient to ensure the eternity of Am Yisrael. Yosef, the perfect tzaddik had to be lowered in stature, cast into the depravity of Egypt to test the veracity of his tzaddikut and have him emerge unscathed. The purpose of this was to develop a sense of humility and mutual responsibility toward his other brothers.
These are the essential building blocks that forged Am Yisrael. The mechanism of teshuva, to be able fix things, even when Am Yisrael “mess up.” The mechanisms of humility and mutual responsibility.
Next week we celebrate Chanukah, the festival of the oil. Am Yisrael are compared to olives (Jeremiah 11:16). Why is this?
Olives on their own, when picked straight from the tree are inedible, even harmful. However, if you give the olives a few “smacks on the head” in a mortar and pestle, what comes out? A few drops of the purest oil, fit for lighting the Menorah in the Mikdash. If you then take these “smacked” olives and grind them up further in a mill, squash the resulting mush into sacks and pile rocks on them, or place them under a press and apply pressure, more oil comes out, much more than from the first smack.
This is Am Yisrael in a nutshell. It would be nice if the oil would gush out on its own, without any outside influence. However, this never happens. We need a “mild” wakeup call from Above and this should do the trick and awaken Am Yisrael from our slumber. However, sometimes a little “smack on the head” is not sufficient. Sometimes we need to be pounded into a pulp and squashed for it to happen. However, in the end – the oil always comes out, Am Yisrael always returns to their essence.
Parshat Vayeishev is the secret formula for Am Yisrael – the forging of our nation. It was not a once-off occurrence. The same process we read about in this week’s parsha takes place in each and every generation, over and over again.
The good news and the miracle of Channukah is – in the end, the oil always emerges. Am Yisrael always triumphs.
Parshat HaShavua Trivia Question: Why, after HaKadosh Baruch Hu changing Yaakov’s name to Yisrael, do we also continue to call him Yaakov?
Answer to Last Shiur’s Trivia Question: Did Reuven sleep with Bilhah? No. He simply moved Yaakov’s bed from the tent of Bilhah to the tent of his mother Leah (Rashi).
*the JP is for the Jewish Press
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It’s uncanny that after showing a video of hostages lighting improvised Chanukah lights,
Who were after that murdered,
there is a spate of shootings attacks in several
CHANUKAH LIGHTING CELEBRATIONS,
Chanukah a time of meseirus nefesh
And remembrance of the Hashmonaim
And their meseirus nefesh for Yidden at that time
We witness
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Chaya Mushka bas Shterna Sara
Feivel Eliezer ben Dobra Bella
Arsan ben Amelia
Yaakov Dov ben Pnina
Yaakov ben Ethel
Moshe Yonatan ben Tziporah
Elon Ben Shimshon
Yaacov haLevy Ben Miriam
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Shalom Pollack: Some Chanukah Thoughts
Our sages' affection for Greece, its language, and its beauty begs an explanation.
Would we openly marvel at the beauty of the German language, architecture, or engineering, or anything about them, after the Holocaust?
Our political (Maccabees) and spiritual leaders (tana'im) after the Holocaust have not chosen names such as Fritz or Hans.
The same national leaders and guides chose Greek names after the bloody wars against the Greeks.
Why do we not use Greek names today (besides Alexander, who saved Jerusalem from destruction)?
Our sages in the Roman period taught that one should speak only Hebrew or Greek in the holy land.
Is the answer simply a "natural" assimilation and lack of Jewish pride that diminished after the great Jewish victory by the early Maccabees? Has it just worn off?
After the "no-holds-barred" decades of wars against the Greeks, our leaders chose Greek names?
Halacha teaches that our Torah should be written only in Hebrew or Greek(!); the language of the war of destruction of the Torah?
What really happened?
Is there a logical Torah based explanation, or is it just a dearth of Jewish self-confidence and pride at the time?
Perhaps not to be compared, but what is at the root of naming our children American, British, or French names?"
A Jew at home but "normal" in the real world?
And what of Rabbis who are known to the world by non-Jewish name?
Chanukah sameach
Shalom
You are invited to my Chanukah walking tour in Yerushalayim on 26, Kislev, Tuesday, December 16
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NAMES FOR A REFUAH SHELEMA FROM AUSTRALIA MASSACRE
IRAN INITIATES MASSACRE: ELEVEN (Ten) killed including Chabad Rabbi in shooting at Chanukah celebration in Australia
SHAME ON AUSTRALIA! SHAME! SHAME!
Massacre at Hanukkah celebration in Sydney: At least 12 people have been killed in a shooting at the site of a Hanukkah celebration in Sydney, Australia.
The Armstrong Institute: Evidence of Maccabean Battlefield
Material Evidence of Maccabean Battlefield Unveiled
Another find from the period of the Maccabees—right before Hanukkah
nother discovery from the time of the Hasmonean Period has hit the news just days before Israel celebrates the festival of Hanukkah, a memorial of the restoration and rededication of the temple by the Maccabees some 2,200 years ago.
On December 10, TPS-IL discussed the “First Material Evidence of Judah Maccabee’s Battlefield Discovered Near Jerusalem” in an interview with Dr. Dvir Raviv from Bar-Ilan University. This came two days after archaeologists from the Israel Antiquities Authority announced the discovery of a large Hasmonean wall section under an old Jerusalem prison.
Dr. Raviv related the results of a 2022 survey at Horbat Bet Zecharia in the Gush Etzion region, about 7 kilometers southwest of Bethlehem. It yielded artifacts showing evidence of the battlefield where Judah Maccabee fought Antiochus iv Epiphanes, the Seleucid king who set up an idol in the temple.
The site is commonly identified with the town of Bet Zecharia, where ancient records say this “fifth battle” of the Maccabees between Judah and Antiochus took place.
Josephus and the 1st book of Maccabees tell of Antiochus’s Seleucid army advancing northward on elephants toward Jerusalem along the Hebron-Jerusalem road. While Judah’s forces fought valiantly—especially his brother, who sacrificed himself to kill one of the war-elephants that then collapsed on him—they lost the battle. Antiochus went on to besiege the temple at Jerusalem.
In his survey, Raviv discovered 92 coins and hundreds of pottery sherds from the Persian to the Hasmonean periods. But what really heightened his attention were four artifacts: three lead sling bullets and a bronze coin from the ancient city of Side.
The lead bullets were common ammunition for Hellenist slingers. Such bullets are well known from over 20 other sites across Israel, which historical records attribute to battlefields, siege works or forts. One of the three had a winged thunderbolt of Zeus on its side, a typical mark for such bullets. They were found on the slope at the western side of the site, toward the Hebron-Jerusalem road.
The bronze coin corroborates another detail from the historical description of the battle. One side has a picture of the Greek goddess Athena; the other depicts a pomegranate, the symbol of the city of Side in the south of modern-day Turkey.
Side served as one of the recruitment centers for mercenaries in the Seleucid army. 1 Maccabees 6:29 says Antiochus received support from “mercenary forces” against Judah Maccabee in this battle. These mercenaries would have been paid with coins like the one found at Bet Zecharia. Although many similar coins have been discovered across Israel, this is the first instance of one found at the site of a Maccabean battlefield.
While the site of the battle isn’t much disputed by historians, Raviv says the finds are still valuable. “The finds sit where the sources place the battle, along the old road below the village,” Raviv told TPS-IL. “They give us, for the first time, an archaeological echo of the confrontation described in the texts.”
With this discovery, we have yet another find that proves the millenniums-long history of the Jews in the Promised Land and their struggle to survive and remain independent.
https://armstronginstitute.org/1396-material-evidence-of-maccabean-battlefield-unveiled
An impressive section of Jerusalem‘s Hasmonean period city wall was unearthed in the Tower of David
Hashmonean Period City Wall unearthed under former Jerusalem Prison. https://armstronginstitute.org/1383-hasmonean-period-wall-revealed-under-former-jerusalem-prison
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13 December 2025
Y Litvak: Undercover in the World of Radical Islam
Posing as an Arab, Zvi Yehezkeli infiltrated terror hotbeds throughout the Middle East, Europe, and America, revealing how jihad spreads and why the West still misreads it.
When Zvi Yehezkeli was born in Jerusalem in 1970 to secular Iraqi and Kurdish Jewish parents, they believed they were welcoming a child into a future of peace. History had other plans. Like nearly every Israeli family, they watched their son trade childhood for a uniform at eighteen, as the country’s threats only multiplied. Zvi didn’t just serve—he threw himself into Israel’s security, first in an elite army unit and then in the Shin Bet, the Israeli Security Agency.
In the 1990s, Zvi witnessed the Oslo Accords, the landmark agreements in which Israel and the PLO formally recognized each other and launched a peace process meant to lead to Palestinian self-rule and a final settlement. Like many Israelis, he desperately wanted the peace agreement to succeed. He decided to study Arabic and learn more about Israel’s “peace partners.” Then he spent some time living in Hebron and Jenin.
With his Middle Eastern looks and fluent Arabic, it was easy for Zvi to blend into the Arab society and observe its workings from the inside. As a spy, and later as a journalist, Zvi obtained information valuable for Israel’s security.
He has been cautioning about the dangers of Islamic terrorism long before the Hamas attack on October 7th, 2023. Unfortunately, his warnings went unheeded.
Today, Zvi is a senior commentator on Arab affairs at i24 News. He also lectures throughout the world on the current situation in the Middle East.
Zvi recently spoke in Beit Shemesh, at an event organized by Alisa Coleman, Director of the Bet Shemesh Municipality Aliya and Absorption Department, sharing what he learned “the hard way” over his 30 years of experience.
Spiritual Journey
Zvi recalls a 2004 encounter with Zakaria Zubeidi, the head of al-Aqsa Martyrs’ Brigades in Jenin, the day after Israel eliminated Zubeidi’s deputy. “He was my friend. I went to the refugee camp.” Zvi did not know that in response to his deputy’s assassination, Zubeidi swore to kill the first Jew he saw. Zvi was that first Jew, and Zubeidi pointed his gun at Zvi and said, “I have to kill you.”
Zvi tried to object. “I’m not a Jew. I’m a journalist. I’m Israeli. I’m secular. I speak Arabic.”
Zubeidi replied, “No, Zvi. You are a Jew. You are part of the Jewish people, and I’m going to shoot you and kill you in the name of something you don’t even know! Go to your Judaism!”
Then Zubeidi let Zvi go.
On a personal level, this encounter spurred Zvi to learn more about his Jewish heritage. Later, after the Second Lebanon War, Zvi took a break from reporting and traveled the world, stopping in Uman, Ukraine, the burial place of Rabbi Nachman. There, he spent Shabbat with a religious family and discovered that Judaism was that elusive missing piece that he’d been searching for as he’d built his successful career. Upon returning to Israel, he committed to Jewish observance and married a woman who was also newly observant. Today, the couple is raising a large family.
On a community level, says Zvi, “This gun is pointed at every one of us. Our hostages met God in the tunnels. Each one of us in some way is a hostage. Now, we are going back to our treasures.” Our enemies, explains Zvi, are telling us, “Be who you are! Because if you are not who you are, I’m going to push you to be who you are.”
Understanding the Middle Eastern Mentality
To understand the conflict in the Middle East, Zvi explains, we must understand the Middle Eastern mentality instead of making the mistake common to many Western politicians and commentators – trying to interpret the events from a Western perspective.
In the West, people tend to think that wars are a thing of the past. Since the fall of the Berlin Wall in the 90s, the Western perception is that “people are not going to fight anymore, because they are going to be democratic, and they are going to love each other.”
In the Middle East, on the other hand, “there’s been a lot of wars since the 90s, resulting in enormous casualties. In the last month, 150,000 people were killed in Sudan. There are millions of refugees. Sometimes, the West doesn’t know that people are still fighting.”
Zvi recalls that back in the 90s, he had also supported the Oslo Accords and believed in peace. But after spending 30 years interacting with the potential peace partners, including top terrorists, he began to understand their dreams and goals and how they educate their children. “I woke up,” he says. “They woke me up.”
“There is a way to understand the Middle East,” Zvi says. “It’s a tribal society. And in a tribal society, there is always fighting.” Zvi describes the fighting among the clans he witnessed when he lived in Hebron. “The Arabs that I lived with – a doctor, a lawyer, and a journalist – they killed four neighbors.” When Zvi asked them why, they said that they had fought over a parking spot. Since Zvi was still confused, they explained, “It’s not about a parking spot. We fight every two or three years, because this is our identity.”
Zvi recalls spending two weeks with Yasser Arafat in the midst of the Second Intifada. “I said to him, ‘We signed an agreement, and look what happened!’ He said, ‘It’s natural. Why are you so surprised?’ I said, ‘Israel gave you 92% of the West Bank!’ He said, ‘It’s not about numbers. Even 100% in my view is 0.’”
When Zvi still didn’t understand, Arafat explained, “You’re signing an agreement to share between us. We are signing an agreement as part of war, to throw you into the sea.”
In Islamic culture, agreement is “the weapon of the weak” because if one is strong, others see the strength and don’t attack. The first agreement in Muslim history was signed and later broken by Mohammed himself in his conquest of Mecca. Once the weak regain strength, they no longer feel bound by the agreement.
Likewise, in a tribal society, terms like “states” or “borders” do not have the same meaning as they do for Westerners. “The rules of the tribe are honor, controlling roads or lands, and revenge.”
Another principle in Islamic society is patience. Their vision is world domination but they are willing to achieve this goal slowly, step by step, even if it takes decades or even centuries. Therefore, Zvi says, when things are quiet in the Islamic world, that is not necessarily a good sign. Israel got too comfortable with the relative quiet in Gaza, thinking that the Gazans were no longer interested in war. In reality, the Gazans were digging tunnels and preparing to attack.
Zvi believes that the fundamental mistake of the Israeli military leadership before October 7th was that they did not make an effort to understand the Arab society and to learn the Arabic language. While the soldiers on the ground and in intelligence might have reported suspicious activities, the leadership remained oblivious because those reports did not fit into their understanding of the situation. Unfortunately, those lessons were learned the hard way.
In addition, even now, the army is focused on weapons and military capabilities. Zvi suggests going to the root of the problem – the education and indoctrination that take place in schools and mosques controlled by Hamas, Hezbollah, Muslim Brotherhood, and other terror organizations. For as long as this ideology exists, “banning weapons won’t help.”
Jihad in Europe
In the 2000s and 2010s, Zvi traveled all over Europe disguised as a Palestinian Arab, and filmed several documentaries. He found that the Middle Eastern mentality is now spreading to Europe with the influx of refugees from the Middle East.
Zvi explains that the Islamists don’t begin with violence and jihad. First, they try to spread Islam peacefully. If that doesn’t work, they move on to jihad. Hamas was peaceful between 1982 and 1987. “Then they were so ready to continue with jihad,” says Zvi. “That’s what’s going to happen in Europe. Now, people are converting to Islam. Now, you’re not allowed to say ‘Merry Christmas’ because you are hurting the immigrants.”
The clash of civilizations in Europe stems from the same source – democratic societies “forgot about war; they can’t imagine that immigrants are still fighting.”
In Zvi’s first documentary, Allah Islam, which came out in 2010, Muslims residing in Europe describe, in fluent English, their vision for their host countries. In Belgium, immigrants speak about extending Sharia law not only to Belgium but to the rest of the world. They openly reject democracy and ridicule their host country. “We want to establish Islam here, in Europe,” one of them says. “That’s our main objective.”
In London, Zvi says, “I found the sheikh that was responsible for all the terror attacks in London. Now, after I did these interviews, they jailed him. He was free until last year. He said to me, ‘It’s a matter of time. We’re going to conquer Britain.’”
When Zvi first attempted to bring the sheikh’s incitement to the attention of the local authorities, they responded that the U.K. valued freedom of speech. Meanwhile, the sheikh had plenty of time to indoctrinate the young generation that attends his mosque.
Also in the U.K., Zvi says, “I went to a mosque, and I filmed the sheikh saying, ‘Kill the Jews!’” Instead of taking his warnings seriously, the British intelligence objected to eavesdropping on religious institutions.
In 2018, Zvi infiltrated the Syrian refugee community in Germany. The refugees shared with him that they wanted to spread Islam in Germany and establish Sharia law.
Jihad in America
“The same is happening in the United States today,” says Zvi. “But the United States is a huge country, and you can’t feel it like in the streets of London or Berlin. I was in a small town [of Belle Glade in Florida]. I found there a sheikh who is working by the book of the Muslim Brotherhood. He sued me after he saw the documentary because I was undercover. But he told me step by step what he’s going to do in his small town.”
Zvi laments that “nobody from the Western intelligence is doing such a job.” They don’t realize the danger. “But this will affect the West in 3-5 years from now,” says Zvi. “We’re in the middle of a war. And we [Israel] are the pioneers of this war.”
The Way Forward
Despite the bleak picture of the future that emerges from his documentaries and personal encounters, Zvi remains optimistic. Even though there is more work to do on the security front, he believes that Israelis have learned their lessons from October 7th. “We’re now more mature and more aware,” more capable of defending Israel from its enemies.
Moreover, he believes in the strength and resilience of Israelis. “We are great people,” he says. Despite the security threats, Israel has been growing and developing, bringing much good into the world.
Zvi places great hope in the young generation of Israelis. “Our new generation is not as confused as us, my generation. They are clear in their vision. They know there is an enemy. And if you know there is an enemy, you’re going to fight. This is the victorious generation.”
Zvi concludes, “We will go to the roots, we will fix it, and we will give our children a great Israel to live in.”
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